The Extreme Perversion of Sin

...C.S. Lewis used his interests to self-protect. I, on the other hand, choose and use my interests to garner the praise and acceptance of those around me. Whether it be photography, sports, musicianship, intellecuality, or a myriad of other activities, most often my desire is the praise of men. Perhaps most poignantly, and most perverted, is my desire to use religion to gain accolade. In essence, my desire to worship the Almighty God is fueled by my desire to be worshipped by others. Thus, the Truth is perverted and completely inverted. How can a completely fallen man use the God of the universe to further his own glory? Literally impossible. However, I am told the lie and accept it as truth. As I write, the ridiculousness of my sin astounds me. I am embarrassed and grieved by my prideful heart. Such abjectness leads to one conclusion; I cannot do any true good on my own. Thus, I am convicted, both intellectually and spiritually, of my need for a savior; a savior graciously provided by our Father in heaven...